My Current Mood/s :
 
  "Lonely"
"Bookish"

Am Currently Reading :
Memoires of a Geisha

Quote of the Day :
"Somewhere, there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile. So when you are lonely, remember it's true, somebody somehwere is thinking of you." <~ dedicated to Hikaru

I just want to rant here for a bit.. Hope it's ok.. I wish that Hikaru would give some time for me for a change.. She's always with Krelian.. She knows that I can't go out all the time because my parents are strict and gets annoyed if I'm not able to attend cosplay meetings. I wish I was like Krelian.. I envy him so much that each mention of his name makes my heart ache and I cry so hard that I couldn't sometimes breathe. I cried every single day because just merely thinking about Hikaru hanging out with Krelian makes me feel unwanted.. Sure, Hikaru will message me that he loves me.. and I smile for a bit.. but again my smile becomes a sad smile and then again, I cry. I always ended up crying.. Even as I sleep. Often, I wake up in the morning with my cheeks feeling either sticky from the dried tears or the tears are still damp. I just wish Hikaru would sleepover again.. I really miss him..