My Current Mood/s :
"Contemplative"

Quote of the Day :
"Blue mountains speak of my desire, green waters reflect my lover's love; The mountains unchanging,
the waters flowing by, sometimes it seems the water cannot forget me, they part in tears,  regretting, running away."

This is all too weird. Ever since Hikaru hasn't been in contact with me, my ex-boyfriend, Takamura Yuuri has been online. Well, at least for 2 staright days.. and that's rare! I don't know, but when I talk to him, I feel so happy. Like, what I feel when Hikaru finally texts me or calls me or when I meet him. You know, it's like my heart has been parted in this way: 90% to Hikaru and 10% to Yuuri-niichan. Well, that's when he is only online anyway. He isn't on today, which is kind of relieving because It The proportions might go : 85% Hikaru and 15% Yuuri-niichan. I still love Hikaru with all my heart. It's just that, lack of communication makes it kind of blurry, but not in a break-up kind of way. I promised Hikaru I would be with him forever. I shall keep that promise. I just hope he does too.